Prior to 2011, I attracted the number one. I always seemed to notice the clock when it was 1:11 or 11:11. If I stayed in a hotel, the room number was something like 1011. I would notice when the minister read from Chapter 11, verse 11. Every Friday, I worked at a client's address that was 1111 and the zip code was 17011. So when the calendar turned to 2011, I believed this would be my year. I should have known that I was way off since on January 11, I had a surgery that made me sick for a month.
Of course, I don't know what I believed would actually happen this year, but I was sure it would be something amazing. Maybe I wasn't specific enough. Tomorrow is June 30th. We are halfway through the year. And, the first half may have been a challenge, but I believe I will sail through the rest of the year and that I will be cancer-free by the end of the year.
Today, I knew that I was close to being back to normal because I wished for a brief moment that I wasn't leaving for vacation in a week, and that I could stay and work. And, I resolved to bring work with me. I've always enjoyed going to work much more than my vacations. But when I'm not feeling up to par, I feel a lot of pressure about working. When I feel good, it is easy to believe that I am healthy. And, when I tell myself every day that I am healthy, the belief gets stronger. Its an interesting cycle. I think I'll re-read the wonderful book, The Magic of Believing by Claude M. Bristol.
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Very nice!!!
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